May 16th marked one year since I started this site. I will say that I haven’t done as well as I had hoped but this time last year when I began this, I was going through a lot of negativity in my life that I was working hard to overcome. This site was one of the many things I started doing to begin my journey back to happiness.
I was trying to fix someone and keep that relationship alive while losing myself. I fell into a really bad depression, lost a ton of weight and never ate. I didn’t go out with any friends and always cancelled plans. I could barely last an 8 hour shift at work and all I did was cry and sleep. This site, changing my route at school/what institution I was going to and letting go of that past toxic relationship absolutely helped me become a much better person. Don’t get me wrong, it isn’t a quick fix and I’m still working on myself but that is something that will take years.
Since last May, I’ve started the Marketing program at my school, I do better with my grades as well. I’m able to balance work and school a lot better even though it’ll never be simple. I met a guy who has shown me what a healthy relationship is like, pushes me to be the best version of myself and is brutally honest with me at all times. He’s helped me with my health and I am incredibly thankful for him every single day. When I first met him I was 90 lbs. I am now 120-125 lbs. I’m much healthier but now it’s time to get a body I’m happy with.
What I’m trying to say is, that along with my personal life, I will be trying to improve how much I post on here. I’ll also be posting more about my fitness journey which is a new addition to what I already write about on here. Can’t wait to continue with this site!
Thanks to all who have been a support this past year!